Long I sought for the earth's hidden meaning;
Long as a youth was my search in vain.
Now as I approach my last years waning,
My search I must begin again.
Across the forty years that separate me from that poem I can hear the fearful refrain, "I've wasted it! I've wasted it!" Somehow there had been wakened in me a passion for the essence and the main point of life. The ethical question "whether something is permissible" faded in relation to the question, "what is the main thing, the essential thing?" The thought of building a life around minimal morality or minimal significance--a life defined by the question, "What is permissible?"--felt almost disgusting to me. I didn't want a minimal life. I didn't want to live on the outskirts of reality. I wanted to understand the main thing about life and pursue it.
-John Piper, Don't Waste Your Life (Wheaton, IL: Crossway, 2003), p. 14
All things are lawful for me, but not all things are profitable. All things are lawful for me, but I will not be mastered by anything.... For you have been bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body. (1 Corinthians 6:12, 20)
Passive. Active. Did you catch the contrast in the statement from Piper?
"What is permissable?"
"What is the main thing?"
One says, "What am I able to do?" The other says, "What will I do?" The first is seeking permission for anything; the second is active involvement in something specific.
O, how I look upon my generation and see a continual asking of permission, and then when anyone is actively involved and sold out to something in particular, that person is viewed as "out of balance" or "a (label)-ite." We ask, "Is it okay to see this movie?" when we should be asking, "What should I be doing tonight to get the most joy?"
"The main thing is to keep balanced," the mantra of modern Western Christianity tells us. "Don't have too much fun, but don't be too spiritual, either." It is wrongly presupposed that spirituality and fun are in conflict or are opposites in which we need to maintain an equilibrium.
Sure, it sounds right. I mean, we can glorify God by watching a movie. We can glorify God at a basketball game. We can glorify God whether we eat or drink or whatever we do. Therefore, if we can, we just need to balance our basketball games with our witnessing, our movies with our helping widows.
There is a freedom that comes when we realize the truth that all things are lawful. Many are coming to this realization. But then nobody bothers to take the next step, which is "Okay, if all things are lawful for me, which ones are the most profitable?"
The author of Hebrews puts it this way:
Therefore, since we have so great a cloud of witnesses surrounding us, let us also lay aside every encumbrance and the sin which so easily entangles us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us. (Hebrews 12:1)
"Every encumbrance"? That seems a little extreme, a little out-of-balance, here.
Suffer hardship with me, as a good soldier of Christ Jesus. No soldier in active service entangles himself in the affairs of everyday life, so that he may please the one who enlisted him as a soldier. Also if anyone competes as an athlete, he does not win the prize unless he competes according to the rules. (2 Timothy 2:3-5)
"The affairs of everyday life." Someone should tell Paul that he needs to be more balanced.
I am submitting to you, brothers and sisters of my generation, that we need to change what we're asking. Instead of saying "Is this okay to do?" we need to be asking, "What is the one thing I can do to bring me the most lasting joy?" We need to lay anything aside, sin or otherwise, that is holding us back from being about this one thing.
The greatest enemy of hunger for God is not poison but apple pie. It is not the banquet of the wicked that dulls our appetite for heaven, but endless nibbling at the table of the world. It is not the X-rated video, but the prime-time dribble of triviality we drink in every night. For all the ill that Satan can do, when God describes what keeps us from the banquet table of His love, it is a piece of land, a yoke of oxen, and a wife (Luke 14:18-20). The greatest adversary of love to God is not His enemies but His gifts. And the most deadly appetites are not for the poison of evil, but for the simple pleasures of earth. For when these replace an appetite for God Himself, the idolatry is scarecely recognizable and almost incurable.
John Piper. A Hunger for God: Desiring God through Fasting and Prayer (Wheaton, IL: Crossway Books, 1997), p. 14.
This thought is just beginning to take root in my mind, and I'm far from bearing fruit with it. But the thought is this: Stop trying to figure out if it's okay for us to do something and think in a positive way: What is the most profitable way I can glorify God? Because God is most glorified in us when we are most satisfied (I.e., happy, joyful) in Him.
I am wanting more and more to lay aside anything holding me back. I am by no means perfect in this. The author of Hebrews doesn't call it "the sin which so easily entangles us" for nothing. But let's give up this notion that the happy Christian life is the one where we simply find "balance." Rather, let it be the life that finds maximum happiness in God in whatever He has called us to do.
I'm out of steam for now. I need to think this over some more.